| Nightmare Fuel |
[Oct. 29th, 2008|06:59 pm] |
For the terror machine.

a WiP self portrait that I'm screwing around with during my downtime at work. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2008|03:47 pm] |
well, finally finished paying off my personal loan and closed the account. Even had it in credit at the end.
Next step is to move back to launnie. Hoping to do that in the next couple of weeks but will have to wait and see. Will come up soonish to hunt around |
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| God's Debris |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|01:27 pm] |
http://www.andrewsmcmeel.com/godsdebris/
a fun short book i found yesterday. Funnily enough written by the smae guy that does the Dilbert comics. The main character contradicts himself a few times, but the underlying ideas are quite fun, and ring somewhat true to what i think. Worth a read if you want something to think about. |
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| set nerd to MAX. |
[Oct. 31st, 2007|06:56 pm] |
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My desire to do some good ol' fashioned dice and paper RPGing thwarted by distance and timing, i'm going to try another bent. IRC based dice and paper RPGing. with virtual dice, and text documents instead of real dice and dead trees. I also revamped the system i've been working on in a fit of embarressingly high ultranerdity, and made the setting that of a famous current space opera shooting game franchise.
havn't organised times yet, but anyone interested can either leave a message here or pop into the irc room and meet the dicebot, Fortuitous_Actuary. Iv'e got a few interested peoples already so once i've got some more we'll organise a convenient time, select the flavour of the campaign, and have a bash at rattlin' dem virtual bones.
fnd the rules HERE
the irc channel is #combatevolved on irc.esper.net I should be on most afternoons and evenings australian EST.
instructions for the Dicebot can be found HERE
see you there! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 11th, 2007|11:41 am] |
happy old day you old man.
wow, i never post lyrics.
so, i've probably got glandular fever, which will help me get out of work for the dole, which doesn't really matter since marty seems really fucking cruisy about the whole thing anyway. Been practicing my arts and digital painting, with mixed results. there's some improvement, but also still some really glaring mistakes/deficiencies. practicepracticepractice. My throat hurts all the goddamn time. |
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| Reasons to move back to Launceston. |
[Sep. 9th, 2007|04:45 pm] |
So i spent the week back up in launceston, couch-hopping from mate's place to mate's place and catching up with pretty much everybody while i was there. Things i did;
*Stayed up 32+ hours straight, got drunk with Ben J and watched some anime.
*Got up the next day with a mild hangover and put 4 meter planks of wood through a thicknesser, cutting one of my fingers open a bit across the cuticle. that's nice and scabby now. After the thicknesser, we mixed concrete by hand in a wheelbarrow to make a foundation for a wall that will frame a new path he's putting in his back yard. Mixing cement by hand is hard work, especially for a mouse-jocky nerd like me. Watched some more movies and played some JRPG's that night before passing out. The movie "The Hole" is entirely predictable, as an aside.
*Since i then realized sunday was father's day and i was in the wrong end of the state, i sent my dad an email, and made my way round to jacob and russ' place. Hung out with jacob, T, and claire for the evening, just goofing off. Crashed at jacob's for a few days watching movies, played a bit of bioshock which seems pretty good, but it was unable to enthrall me like i was expecting.
*Made my way down to Frech's for a 'warm-up' session of The Savages at Collins' place, Went back to frech's to work on getting good and wasted then got some tasty indian dinner with a large group of people - good food, great company. After that we headed in to the Gelato bar/Hub for open mic night, and the Savages' first gig. Got nicely drunk on cheap beer, and then got up on the stage and actually performed in front of people. I was blown away when i got off stage to discover that most people didn't think we sucked. I even got a free jug of beer out of it. sweet!
*friday night went and saw Karnivool at the batty. The first band, Mammal, were very energetic, and the singer had plenty of personality, but they weren't quite my thing. Karnivool, on the other hand, were fucking awesome. A very good night indeed. We then went home and tried our hands at lightpainting using a digital SLR. got some cool results using my DS and a candle as the lightsources.
*Saturday, we drove down to Hobart and ZDF played at the brisbane hotel. Both ZDF and Tabera played pretty well, but by that point i was too tired and poor to get into it.
Got an offer to go work back at harveys in software, and was tempted to take it and just move back up, but i have commitments here for a while longer, and regardless of what they've changed, working at HN is STILL working at HN. |
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| heasd up. |
[Feb. 22nd, 2007|12:25 am] |
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looks like i'm probably moving to hobart this or next weekend. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2007|10:45 pm] |
got 2 weeks to find a shared house i can move into or i'm gonna have to move to hobart.
If anyone knows of a spare room in launnie, gimme a shout. |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007|02:06 pm] |
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along with following the urge to write again, i've also been feeling the urge to draw. Don't know in what direction i'll aim these desires, but i think i want to make something a lot darker and dirtier than the primary colours i'm used to working in . . . time to play with styles and such.
Other than that, not much else going on. work is work, although it's better than the old job (even if i'm not getting anywhere near as much as i was before)
been reading more again lately. Checked out one of L.E. Modessitt Jr.'s sci-fi books, The Eternity Artifact, and found it to be quite enjoyable. All his magic stuff had had a practical, science-edged feel to it, so his world was quite believable, and i still love how he writes in the first person, this time, from multiple characters' points of view.
tossing around the idea of going to uni, perhaps doing something relating to behavioural sciences, since i feel i've got some grasp on the ideas, if no official training, and it's a topic that interests me. Also, it seems that out of all the things that interest me, it'd be the easiest to make a solid living out of. However much i'd like to, i don't want to go to uni just to get a 'useless degree'.
Stories are starting to solidify in my head again, narratives forming out of ideas and shapes. The tricky part is capturing them in solid paragraphs before they melt back into sensations and colours. |
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[Jan. 24th, 2007|05:29 am] |
After discovering that John’s sports car had not been reported found, and not getting a ping on it’s GPS locater, Marcus leaves his two passengers at the police station at the edge of Hemmington where they’d reported the carjacking. After taking the tinfoil package from the glove compartment, He parks his own car in the nearby airport parking lot, opting to take public transport into The Main. Knowing the stories of The Main, and adding in the fact that the police were totally unsurprised that John’s car’s GPS had been deactivated, Marcus quickly reaches some obvious conclusions. 1: Cars get stolen in The Main on such a frequent basis that his would undoubtedly fall victim as well. 2: The men he’s following are most likely in The Main. If his profiling on the three of them is as accurate as his profiles usually are, the Red Bastard would not be able to resist the place. The area of lawless vice plays home to all sorts of criminals, fugitives, ParaHumans, and the cosmetic and prosthetic junkies that frequent the myriad biological and cybernetic chop-shops that thrive in the area. None of them, not even the red bastard, would raise a multiply-pierced eyebrow walking down the streets laden with scum, filth, prostitutes, and filthy scum-laden prostitutes. The first train Marcus catches is well maintained, with reasonably uncomfortable seats. The passengers range from office workers in simple suits, to college and university students and a number of retirees going into Hemmington central to spend their pensions. The second train however, is in a much greater state of disrepair. Many of the uncomfortable cushions have been torn from the uncomfortable seats and many places on the train car showed signs of small fires, likely started by cigarette lighters. Marcus looks around the graffiti-scoured and vandalized car at the four other individuals he shares it with. Three of them look to be university students, a young man with short blonde hair and a modestly bejeweled stud on the left side of his nose. His clothes, like those of the two women sitting next to him are the sort of out-of-fashion second-hand garments that bohemian university students have always found irresistible. One of the young women has shoulder-length brown hair, intelligent but plain features, and is taking a drag from a half-smoked cigarette she is sharing with the third girl, who has dyed hair, candy cane red now fading to a washed out pink. Her eyes are wide-set, brown, with lashes heavily coated in mascara. The three are having the kind of quiet, pseudo-intellectual conversation that trendy bohemians cannot resist. Marcus resists the urge to roll his eyes at the young man regurgitates almost verbatim a paragraph from a book Marcus had read and dismissed most of fifteen years ago. Psychology majors. Marcus’ attention turns to the fourth passenger, a man with extensive prosthetics and other body modifications, ranging from the flickering glowing tattoos known as Lumos across his forehead in the form of a slogan “In the name of the Machine God” to stud implants in his shoulders, vaguely reminding Marcus of holographs he’d seen of the Venisian invaders from almost ten years ago, and later in 2001. The man is bobbing his head in time to music only he can hear, probably another sub dermal implant or one of the new “Wet-Net” brain implants that allow you to connect to the WorldNet anywhere without any external device. Marcus can’t trust the Wet-Net technology yet, finding it too new and untested, but in the technocratic Asiatics, any new technological trend was immediately snapped up and massed-produced. After another ten minutes, the train finally pulls up to Main Station, the multi-platform terminal. Due to the early hour, the foot traffic is relatively light, but there are still a lot of people moving and milling about, not to mention a number of beggars and squatters sleeping in the underground terminal. Marcus scans the faces, and finally sees what he’s looking for, a middle-aged, balding Chinese man sitting on one of the benches, watching the newsfeed on his WorldNet Portable. The Asian man wears a faded brown jacket over a Hawaiian shirt and dirty khaki shorts. Instead of shoes, the man wears rubber flip-flops. Aside from the jacket, he looks like he should be on holiday on a tropical island, a gaudily colored drink in his hand. Marcus moves over and sits next to the man, pulling out his own WNP. “It’s been a while, M.” The man says without looking up from his WNP. “Two and a half years. I’ve missed your business.” His English is flawless, with no hint of an Asiatic accent, making it clear he is not a first generation immigrant. Marcus follows the man’s lead, and his eyes don’t leave his WNP. “I got good at rationing when I went private. Wasn’t easy.” The man raises a thin, barely visible eyebrow. “I am sure it wasn’t. From your request, I am guessing you are almost out just some of the more common animals and the strongman left?” Marcus tries not to look uncomfortable. This topic always unnerves him, despite how intrinsic to his life it may be. Perhaps of how intrinsic it is. “A good guess, A. Chasing that red bastard’s called on a wide array of – “ Marcus hesitates, for just a moment, before continuing. “ – Talents.” The man can’t help but smile at Marcus’ discomfort. “Mmmm, still chasing ghosts and shadows. How does the Great Chase go, man hunter?” “Close, ever since February last year. It’s been cat-and-mouse across the country, but I think I’ve got him. Which is why I need more.” “Last February . . . you don’t mean that college? I didn’t think there was any footage or reliable witnesses.” The man’s expression is genuinely surprised. “And didn’t the Expatriates claim responsibility for the explosion? Do you think your Red Ghost is one of these Expatriates?” “I’m not ruling it out, A. But I find it hard to imagine he’d run errands or attack targets for them. He’s not the sort to make – or keep – allegiances easily, I think.” Marcus says, clicking away at his WNP. “Check your account.” “I am constantly surprised that FLAG doesn’t just go after these Expatriates, M. They have been responsible, or at least have claimed they have, for a good many of this past decade’s great disasters.” The man sits a crinkled brown paper bag onto the seat between him and Marcus and puts his WNP away as he prepares to get up and leave. Marcus picks up the fist-sized bag and slips it into a pocket. “Now A, you know the coming war’s got the pressure on for FLAG. Besides,” Marcus smiles and stands before A can, making the man have to wait ten minutes after Marcus to leave. “If FLAG locked up all the Expatriates, it’s a lot more than my business you’d miss.” Marcus smiles at the Apothecary’s silence as he leaves the platform for the streets above, and the coming Hunt. |
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| excerpt from the RT universe. |
[Jan. 11th, 2007|12:47 am] |
I awoke to a foggy consciousness, my senses hugging close to my proximity. At first I was aware only of my body, how my left leg throbbed and ached, and the itching pain in my scalp and the sting of sweat and blood in my eyes. My chest and face felt hot and tender from the heat of the blast, and my entire back and ribs were a network of agony.
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| it's getting bigger. |
[Jan. 6th, 2007|01:55 am] |
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i can feel it coiled in the back of my head, growing, a nearly forgotten beast glaring though my cerebellum out through my eyes. That animal, lizard part. The higher functions, frustrated and malnourished, are atrophying and the animal's getting bigger. I feel it glowering at the outside world, and distaste is becoming loathing.
i don't want to be this pathetic creature, but everything i see makes me grind my teeth in frustration and impotent anger. everything screams you don't understand, leave. and i bite back the thought process, knowing it's familiar old patterns i'd thought i'd outgrown so long ago.
I am constantly acutely aware of the empty space next to me, the implied "and toon" that comes with being a third wheel. i know so much of it's in my head and it shouldn't bother me, but the lizard writhes and snaps at the conscious. Desire and irrational instinct harry rational understanding and the bitter taste fills the empty seconds between my intellect.
semi-trained psychological cause-effect processes and social instinct sees the fruitless outcome of interaction before the social animal engages. The course is mapped and understood, and reaches a dead end before chance appears and rolls her fickle dice. The shallow pools have lost their mystery, and the tide is out.
Where have all the thinker and the dreamers gone?
Emotional Foresight keeps the road smooth and assures a pleasant, comfortable time for all involved, but i'm sick of looking into them and seeing disinterest at this kaleidoscope.
I'm sick of seeing people as dead ends. |
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| End of another one. |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|07:35 pm] |
well, thank fuck '06 is over.
All in all it was a fairly shitty year more full of depressing or annoying bullshit than the five years previous. I really can't say i'll miss it and the pall of blackness it cast over myself and many of those i know.
Sorry to anyone who sent me a new year well-wish that i didn't respond to, in typical '06 form, i ran out of phone credit and was too poor to buy more.
Went down to Hobart for new years eve/day, and had a reasonably good time, although i felt like a mooch, since i had no money and had to reley on the charity of others for everything.
I really noticed your absence at my side as i sat on the beach, waiting for 12 o'clock, so much so, i nneded just my own company for a while and went wading in the water for a good half hour, humming to myself.
well, nothing much else to say, '06 was shit, but it's over, and i'm over it, let's hope '07 is better, although to think that any given number in a calendar shapes the content of events is an odd superstition. |
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| either life is getting weirder. . . |
[Dec. 30th, 2006|10:16 am] |
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or i'm losing touch.
about 1AM last night i got an anonymous call on my mobile. It turned out to be a chick. Now, i'm terrible with voices over the phone so i still have no idea who it was, apart from she knew A: my mobile number, B: my name, and C: i live in waverley.
it was an odd call, some of the content making me think she knows me and wants to come round, and other parts making me think "wait - who the hell IS this?" conversation ended with her asking if she could come round last night, and then to make sure i didn't get the wrong idea, she said "for sex, yeah?" she abruptly then hung up.
my nerd instincts tell me it's just a crank call, but the list of wimminz with my details and ph number are severely limited, so i have no idea who it could be.
my gut, which is much closer to my penis than my nerd instincts thinks it was a drunken ill-planned booty call form one of a very short list of people. I quickly fell asleep, and didn't get another call, so i'm assuming the nerd instincts are right on this one, they usually are.
pic related.

going down to hobart for a few days tonight. should either be interesting or infinitely crap, since i have about a dollar thirty to my name till next wednesday. |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|10:02 am] |
1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you. 3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be. 4. I will try to give a single word that best describes you. 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 6. I will tell you what color you remind me of. 7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. ??? 9. Profit! |
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| Lulz |
[Dec. 17th, 2006|10:21 am] |
found this on /b/
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers and fucks the princess.
POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest.
THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her.
FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing acordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments, the dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then all leave...without the princess.
VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings and burns the castle before leaving.
DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves.
BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in front of the castle. Then he sodomizes the princess, drinks her blood in a ritual before killing her. Then he impales the princess next to the dragon.
GORE METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon and spreads his guts in front of the castle, fucks the princess and kills her.Then he fucks the dead body again, slashes her belly and eats her guts. Then he fucks the carcass for the third time, burns the corpse and fucks it for the last time.
GRIND METAL The protagonist arrives, screams something completely undecipherable for about 2 minutes and then leaves...
DOOM METAL The protagonist arrives, sees the size of the dragon and thinks he could never beat him, then he gets depressed and commits suicide. The dragon eats his body and the princess as dessert. That's the end of the sad story. |
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